Intercourse

Credited to you know who. Jino is a good porn writer, I tell you.

He is a friend I know from friend’s friend, just to realize later that he is another friend’s cousin. His name is Jackson.

We agreed on a date in Sunway Pyramid on a fine Saturday morning. To be late on the first date is usually unforgivable but I gave him credit for appearing breathless and wet at the back of his fine striped long sleeves when we crossed eyes. Wearing a pair of black, thick frame glasses, his hair was moderately styled. He doesn’t have the look of his age; he looks too mature to be 20 years old. Apparently his lateness was due to the incompetence of public taxi around KL.

The real day started in the toilet in TGV after we purchased our tickets – The Wolfman. Nearby the corner of TGV area was a small washroom with only two urinals and one stall. Washroom was so small that the urinals located so near to the entrance. Another interesting fact is the urinals are designed so that anyone who passes by can catch a peek, openly. I stood at the urinal closest to the entrance as the stall was already occupied. While Jackson stepped up to the next urinal after it was free, I heard the zipper opening and then he leaned forward a bit to extract his own cock from its confines.

I swear I saw the reddish head.

A moment later, I could hear the first splash of his piss hitting the porcelain. He was holding his cock with his left hand, but I could see the head and a bit of shaft. I glanced quickly at his face. He was staring straight ahead, so my eyes returned to my own cock to avoid eye contact. He finished pissing and was squeezing out the last drops before giving it a final shake. Involuntarily, I grew my boner and it took very long to realize nothing flowed out. Few minutes after he had done, few more patrons rushed in. And I stood embarrassed not moving at all. Without settling any business, I tucked myself away and joined Jackson among the crowds.

“What’s taking so long?”

“Nothing came out” I said while trying hard to hold my pee.

“Not used to open toilets?”

“Looks like you’ve figured out but let’s douse some fire first” as we rushed to other washroom.

“Haha so cute”

Jackson ordered my lunch in Subway, I forgot to warn him no pickles on my sandwich but I ate them anyway so to give him a good side of impression. We proceeded to 3 pm movie after staying in Subway for 2 or more hours doing nothing but to stare at each other in attempt to initiate conversation. Throughout the scenes, he did not give any indication to holding his hands though I continuously hinted him my attention. And that made the movie a hell boring.

Only after the movie, the ice was slowly broken. What do you expect? After all, this was our first meet. We started by talking more about the movie mostly, and then the topic drifted to his relationship problems with his exes and finally to the dinner when my gastric began secreting his juice. The gastric was subdued by a simple Sushi King. We are not rich. Again we occupied the table further 1 hour to kill some time before we checked in to a nearby budget hotel. RM 100 a night was not worth, I would say. Speaking of poor, Jackson isn’t as poor as I thought he would be. Well, the idea of staying at his house was out of question. So we resorted to a room outside a house.

His bag was thrown onto the bad, followed by a jump on the big sized bed. Based on its size it was deduced to be queen bed, for the 2 of us. He took out a towel out of his bag and headed to the toilet. I was anticipating him to invite me for a 2 person bath. So he did, hiding his naked body behind the door, he asked if I want to join.

“Would you allow?”

“Come and find out” and the next moment, he closed the door and the lock sound could be heard.

Few minutes after the shower run, he started singing on top of his lung. No comment on his singing, but I could not have mistakenly heard the knob turned and the sound of door unlocked. Quickly, I turned the knob slowly, leaving the door ajar. No negative respond from him which I took the chance to join in the shower.

He was already half way soaping his body when I stood in front of him naked. I soaked myself under the warm water when he gave my ass a squeeze. His cut cock was growing steadily to its 90 degrees. He reached the toiletries bag prepared from home and passed me a body scrub. I immediately knew what to do and swiftly apply the cream on his back. He suffered severe body acne. I am grateful my back is not severely damaged as his. I’ve forgotten to describe Jackson, haven’t I?

His face isn’t smooth and never had I say mine is any better. However he is not as ugly as many of us. Although he is probably 5’6”, his body proportions are equally matching, making him quite a hot shortie (my opinion). He is currently doing some body training, no 6 packs of abs are observed but his abdomen feels hard. I wouldn’t say he is fat; neither is he the malnourished twink. In conclusion, he is an average chap who doesn’t look like his age but is able to turn me on.

We washed each other out, mostly scrubbing his body and limbs. It’s natural to only move my hands as far as his pubics and not more than what was necessary. Who knows if he rejects, withdraws himself and leave me into disappointment? I would leave the best on bed, if he shows more hint to proceed. Oh yeah his jewel is an average 5 incher. There was no conversation in the toilet besides “scrub harder” and “thank you”.

Waiting him dried, I put on bermuda and a thin layered singlet and imagined what would happen next. It was clear he shivered when he set his foot out the toilet. He wore a pair of athlete shorts, in it was a blue renoma bikini brief. He was simply amazing in that outfit. But he has to slid himself into a yellow t shirt.

Both of us were lying down tilted on the head to not wet the bed with our hair. And we continued our conversation to an undetermined time in which I couldn’t recall what we had. Occasionally we sat up to gulp some shandy to build our mood. But I was positive we stopped at a sex topic where the warmth became intolerable, the night began.

It started with a swelling in his shorts. He was getting a hard on as he lied there and he wasn't using anything except his mind to cause it. The swelling turned into a tube which began to push out along the left leg of his shorts, getting closer and closer to the opening. This highlighted the outline of his erection and made me realize that he was both ready and willing. I rested my shandy aside and straightened Jackson's hair with my fingers.

I lifted his tight shirt off, his nipple were fully displayed. It was protruding and as hard and pointed as the cock between my legs.

We lay on the bed side by side, our faces almost touching. I edged forward, tilting my head to one side until our lips met. It was a gentle kiss and there was a lot of passion in it, but I wasn't very good at it. I could feel Jackson' moan vibrating his lips. He looked nervous in the beginning, but quickly fell to the pleasure and let himself relax and get into the mood as I carefully reached out with my hands, to the waist band of his boxers and carefully pulled them down.

Again I edged, this time my chest pressed against his side, and then my cock pushed against his right hip. My body moved against his once more and I felt suddenly comfortable there. My eyes closed. A long groan escaped my throat. I could feel his breath on my face and it made my cock swell against his hip.

We continued kissing. He turned toward me. His arms came around my waist and pulled my clothes off, piece by piece before he tugged me forward. I was pressed against his chest. My heart pounded against his. I could feel his cock pressing into my stomach.

He slowly moved and kissed and licked down from my neck and nipples to armpits to my belly button and to the small line of hair traveling down to my cock. I simply love his hairy armpits. I took my turn and had him lied down again. I repay his favour by doing the same: kissed and licked from his neck to his cock. His enormous balls looked even better from the front, as he cupped them in his hand, and pulled them in closer to my mouth. I felt his hand on the back of my head, pushing me onto his balls. Then I turned my attention to his cock again and slurped my way along the length of the shaft. Jackson shuddered in pleasure, his knees buckling for a moment.

A soft groan came to my ear and I glanced quickly at him. His eyes were clenched now and his mouth hung open slightly. I drew his cock back between my lips and began to work him, getting the rhythm going for few more minutes. Jackson let out a long sigh and gasped for air.

As we switch our role again, I watched as my shaft disappeared into his mouth and re-emerged, wet and hard. I could feel his tongue stroking the underside of my cock, felt his hand cupped my balls and massage them gently. I began to thrust myself into Jackson's mouth and thought he might gag him, but he took my entire shaft with no difficulty. I thrust a little harder, wanting to fuck Jackson's mouth, losing myself in the sensation. We lay face to face for a while, with Jackson on top, kissing and humping so that our cocks rubbed together.

He moved from the position and raised my legs up into the air. For a while, my hole was completely visible, sending my hormones into overdrive. Jackson spat on his forefinger and spread the spit around my hole with his finger and relaxed it. Thrusting in and out, he observed my facial expression and gradually increased the number of fingers. I nearly screamed of pain but any pain felt at the start had disappeared so that only pleasure remained.

He got up from the bed and reached his bag for a packaged condom. He passed it to me to carefully open it with teeth. I unrolled it on his cock, giving it a little massage as well for good measure. Jackson reached up and got a tube of lube from his bag and squirted the lube onto my hole. He teased it with his dick, ensuring a good and ample spread around the opening. I took his cock in my hand and slid it up my own ass. He made his entry and we were fucking.

My ass was begging me to stop due to the pain, but my horniness won the battle. I positioned myself so that when his cock rammed my prostate, I could feel the semen being rising up in my cock. He occasionally moaned. I consistently shouted in pleasure. He held my shoulder up and I was in “penetrate in seated position", enabled him to force his cock deeper into me. He then whispered in my ear to say stop if I cannot take it.

“You stop only when you cum” I replied.

He continued for around 30 minutes when I requested for a break.

“So fast? I am just about to enjoy” he said, surprised.

“I almost burst” I exclaimed, out of breath.

“Ok then I cum as soon as possible” and switched to doggy style without ejecting out his cock.

But I knew he was lying. He continued to fuck my brains out for a good 30 minutes. Who was I to complain? I was enjoying and the long-lost fun of being fucked had returned. I told him to stop but in another corner of my mind I didn’t mind a prolonged session.

He dipped his index finger into my pre cum and held it out to me, letting me lick from his finger. Finally he couldn’t wait anymore.

“Arrr it’s cumin…”

Before Jackson could finish his sentence, he withdrew his cock out my ass swiftly and undone the condom before he shot his loads. I felt the hot cum landed on my back in strong waves sent me to thrill. Tired, I was not bothered to wipe off the cum and allowed Jackson to lie on my back, spreading the cum all over our body. I couldn’t feel my leg for awhile so we rested to reload the water loss with more shandy.

30 minutes had passed, the session resumed.

I revived Jackson’s cock by strong kissing and licking, which took him some time to become solid hard again. Given such a short time and was able to do a second time wasn’t easy to me. Jackson is more to a top and hardly allows anyone to top him. That day I was honoured to be given such pleasure: topping Jackson.

A smile creeped it's way onto my lips, I grabbed him by the back of his head and kissed him gently first, then deeper and harder, forcing my tongue into his mouth. Jackson complied by wrapping his tongue around mine and pushing it back into my mouth.

After applying lube and condom, I had my cock placed on his hairless hole in a missionary position. I pushed and the head of my cock slipped in.

“FUCK!” Jackson screamed.
“I’m sorry does it hurt?”

“Yeah but keep going” Jackson said in a strained voiced.

Looked down and saw it wasn't even half in, I pushed and it slipped even further in. He gritted his teeth and clenched his hands into fists, his face turned red and neck showed veins from the strain as well as the ass tensed up. I responded with another deep push, it was now the whole way in.

“I am ready” I said.

“Gently” sweats dripping on his face.

I moved his hips back, inside Jackson's warm ass my dick began to slide back, then forward, back again, forward. Starting slow and gaining speed we moaned with pleasure, everything was silent apart from the random moan and the sound of my balls banging against Jackson's ass. I humped Jackson with vigour and urgency he yelled at every inward thrust. With a slight worry I slowly pulled out my cock but was stopped by Jackson. Instead, he signaled me to continue. So I obliged and gave him my best thrust, he almost teared up and he grabbed my ass so hard I yelped. His tight ass was so amazing. As I continued my fuck, his height gave me the opportunity to play his tongue at the same time. He was moaning very loudly I muffled his mouth often.

Turned him around, he was positioned into standing rear entry. I didn’t care if he yelled and the next door occupants knock on my door, I fuck him hard in rhythm as my hand explored his body. My voice too filled the silent night and that made me feel intimate. Both of us were sweating profusely despite the air conditioner still switched on.

I didn’t fuck him for long but since we were so horny and so eager, we were close again. After a good twenty minutes of fucking Jackson, my cock started twitching and my balls tightened. He was warned as I was about to cum.

“Same” he whispered.

Overdid it a little, I gave Jackson a few last hump which we both yelled loud “FUCK”. I withdrew my cock out his ass quickly, removed the condom, made Jackson laid on the bed and shot loads of cum over Jackson's face, chest and abdomen. My eyes moved back to his cock in time to see the first jet of cum blasted from his cock and shot out into the river. And then another, and another. I was not counting. I closed my eyes to enjoy the pleasure which seems eternity. The room filled with the sound of our gasp and our manly aroma. Neither said a word to each other.

I sat on the bed, my cock still throbbing, I sunk down next to my friend and kissed him gently enjoying the taste of my cum landed on his lips.

The time was 11.45 pm. First session ended, scored A+. Next session was the next morning before checked out.

He is now my buddy.

hawt,
Evan

I am back, for awhile.

I've been disappearing for too long, I agree.

What've I been doing? If working part time is worth the time, then sex is even more valuable.

In these few months, I found myself a buddy. Though not as a lover type of buddy, he is able to sexually satisfy my lust. I may sound very simply and a slut, I do need entertainment all the time. I couldn't resist, I couldn't reject and I don't want to lie to myself.

Hopefully I've the chance to describe in detail my 3p sensation, with him and his friend.

cheers,
Evan

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same as the reason given, i online in the mid of night. i am not a night ghost. i wake up at that night and my lifestyle is simply turned around with my sleeping time opposite yours.

the second i connected, i received Gan's messages already. should i think that he is waiting me, or am i thinking too much? anyway, summary:

"i am curious, evan"
"curiosity kills the cat"
"but if i don't try, i cannot rest"
"if you try, you're history"
"she won't know"
"she will know. she's not dumb"
"i will be careful"
"it's not about careful or not. how about your gf?"
"she doesn't need to know"
"YOU ARE DUMPING HER RIGHT?"
"no i am keeping her"
"how do you want to try then?"
"i will have a bf and gf"
"WHAT? how to handle?"
"i will meet each of them on alternate days. that's just a plan"
"not a sound plan to me. i thought when you say try, it is just about sex with a guy"
"that's my plan, evan"
"? you are looking for a bf or sex buddy?"
"isn't both same?"
/speechless.. "you will find out once you try"
"that's what i said. i would like to try"
"but one thing i hope you will find out after trying. know to differentiate sex and love"
"i hope i can. and i will promise to be careful"
"careful of gf knowing or careful with condom?"
"both..."

we chat casually before the topic arises.

"do you have sex with your gf?" i asked.
"yea we do."
"fun?"
"sure"
"what were you thinking? boys or girls?"
"both i think"
"what do you expect from boys sex?"
"pleasure and fun"
"i am asking if you are becoming top or bottom?"
"surely bottom"
/surprised "you will get fuck?"
"yes sure. if i want to fuck, i can fuck a girl"
/speechless
"let me ask you back. have you dated and sex with a girl before?"
"no..." i lied.
"then are you gay?"
"guess?"
"i think you are"
"you are just trying your luck. i am not" i lied again.
"maybe when i read your blog, i can find out something"
/shit "have you been to my blog?"
"not yet"
/damn (delete my blog link in msn)

conclusion: he will have his first fuck with boy/ boys soon. my words cannot reach him already. kind of good also. if he never try, he will never learn his lesson. he has already decided and there is little i can do for him. maybe i can ask his fuck buddy to treat him bad, so to give a bad impression to Gan on how bad a gay fuck can be...

hugs,
Evan

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i hardly sign in my msn. there is so many things occur between me and msn. i know all my exes from msn. i am afraid when i log in, i will see them online. their personal message: i love you forever, thinking of you. etc etc. beh tahan them.

but i still sign in last night/ maybe this morning (4am). no one online at this hour. good. then suddenly pop up some one sign in. shit. check carefully... oh it is my friend Gan. luckily.

Gan is my friend since middle school. he is straight and had a gf for almsot 3 years. i thought he is straight. he saw me online, and i send him a message to initiate conversation. he is quite mysterious that night and i dig more information from him.

straight to the main point. the reason he cannot sleep because he is 'confused'. what is he confised? he told me
"i think i like boys and girls"

"what why say so?" i asked.

"yesterday i go my friend house sleep. i don't know why i go and touch his..."

"omg your friend know?" i asked.

"don't know"

"how about your gf?"

"don't know either"

i thought of telling him i am gay, and then slowly explain and talk about this matter. but in the end i act straight and talk things out. i only deal this problem once. with KC long time ago. i could not come out with my ideas that night when i talk to Gan. i did my best to tell him what i think, and give him many choices to choose. at this stage it is most important to know where his gf is located in his heart. he should not be gay because he has a choice. if he can be happy with his gf for so long, why let a boy ruin it? unlike us, he defitniely can choose.

and so. i told him to take a rest and talk next time. hope he do not act rushly.

this post is written myself. but with a lot of google translation help. how is it? ok?

hugs,
Evan

part 7 - second shoot got caught

credit to you know who.

august 2000 (13 year old), i was watching a porn i borrowed from my friend. an angmo straight porn it was. of course i looked at cock instead of pussy. there were 2 stories in one cd. i popped in and started with the first scene: in a saloon.

the story started with a cute guy (let us name him Steven) entered a saloon shop. there were few customers in the shop, but only a lady served them. we can assume the lady was a hair stylist/ beautician and let us name her Jess. Jess was busy serving the customers - cut their hair, perm, drinks and clean the floor. while Steven was patiently waiting for his hair cut/ whatever, it was 5 oclock already. other customers left the shop and now only Steven and Jess were in the shop. when Jess was about to flip the 'welcome' to 'closed', a man came and pulled the door away, accidentally gave Jess a shock. then they conversed in French/ Italian/ whatever (the first dialogue was after 5 minutes play), probably apologising and asked to be the last customer of the day. ok let's name the guy Darren. he was there for facial mask therapy i assume.

Steven had brown hair, crystal eyes with spectacles and pierced on the right ear. he was wearing his formal attire, probably a blue colar worker in his late twenties. his hair was long and he really need a shave. while Darren was a blonde guy in mid twenties, he was wearing a white shirt printed a cross on it. i would say both the guys are cute and adorable. especially Darren. he has the boyish look and very pure. his smile was so charming and polite. should i describe Jess? nah.... not interested.

the shop was left with the three of them. while Darren was having his mask on, Jess turned to Steven and cut his hair. blink and the scene changes to Steven with his hair done. neat and tidy. Jess was shaving his beard off. turn her head to Darren, Darren was checking his face after facial mask. left and right. right and left. again and again. really cute.

when everything was done, time to pay. this part was the most interesting of the 30 minutes. Steven and Darren was standing at the counter, talking to Jess. Steven was trying to explain something and i assume he did not bring his wallet because he kept touching his pocket looking for something. while Darren was pointing his money on the counter. i assume he did not bring enough money. anyway since when we need understanding when watching porn? we create the story, don't we?

Jess was trying to report police but was stopped by the two guys. Darren and Steven then offered to clean the shop to repay the debt. scene changes again. this time Steven had taken off his coat and tie, unbuttoned his first button and vacuum the floor. while vacuuming, he cannot stop noticing Jess's protruding cow breast which were barely covered. Darren was tasked with mopping the floor with a piece of cloth. Darren was not as pure as he look as. Jess was sitting on a sofa with her leg crossed, leaving her panties exposed under her short blue skirt. Darren kept looking down and get closer to her for better view. when Jess found out she was peeped, she exposed more of her underskirt and bra, to fulfill the lust of the boys. and then slowly seduced the boys onto the sofa where she sat.

Steven slowly unbuttoned his attire and exposed his rock hard chest and yellow brief. he did not have hair on his chest, legs and armpits. he probably shaved clean. nipples hard and pinkish. abs were defined. bubble butt. he then threw off his spectacles and walked close to Jess. Darren on the other hand was more skinny. his body was not fully developed but the outline was ready. his nipples are pinkish and very hard, very yummy. with very slight hair on his chest, the hair thickens as it grew down to his bottom. trail can be seen heading down the boxers he wore. armpits hair look silky.

Steven was found licking her pussy when Darren walked to her. kissing her at first, Darren slowly took off his boxers and changed position to receive oral. wonderful. big size with pinkish head, Darren enjoyed as Jess popped her head in and out eating his cock. holding her breasts with every hands, Steven gave her pleasure and tongued her deep.

i am too lazy to make a review. you can imagine the rest of the play. a remarkable scene was that Darren and Steven both inserted their thick long cocks into Jess's pussy at the same time. both the boys moaned loudly in pleasure which was erotic to listen to. but Jess moaned even louder and put off the excitement. what a waste.

thought back of the way KC played himself, i tried, lying down on the cold marble floor, tfk alone in the room. at least i thought i was alone. starting to feel something strange, i hasten the paste and i can feel my cock grew bigger than normal. a bigger boner than i usually have. it grew slightly more than 6". when Darren shot his cum, i followed. it was a mind blowing orgasm. i cummed a lot which i think can fill up a small glass. i was all exhausted at the same time felt pleasured. my second time, this time was fun and thrilling.

that's not the end.

unable to catch my breathe, i fell asleep in the room. and when my mum knocked on my door she found out i was laying there naked with my cum all over the floor and porn was switched on. she did not say anything and walked out. SHIT i got caught. nervously i cleaned myself and the room. come to think of it, how did she enter? did i not lock the door?

we did not fight for what i did. we talked a bit on the 'health disastrous activity' and she simply asked me not to repeat.

when i told KC that i tfk and shot a lot of cum, he taught me more skills to pleasure myself. including kissing, insert finger into anus, rubbing with lubs etc. i have to admit that he is very professional at his age haha. when i told him that my mum caught me tfk, he laughed even harder and lasted for days. in the end he assured me not to worry, as long as i don't get caught anymore. what's more? he is now one of my best buddy i have. and our relationship is not just mere friends anymore. but that was another story.

there goes my second tfk experience.

hugs,
Evan

life before cny

unlike ken's house, my house is so small. so small that you need to squeeze everything like a store room or garage. my house is full of rubbish and garbage, mainly because my father is a rubbish collector. shaky table, broken dvd player, spoilt cabinet, rusty chair. he brings back everything. disappointing, those are really rubbish worthless to keep and maintained. over the years, me and my mother cleared the piled up waste and cleaned the house annually, before cny. but my dad did not learn his lesson, he keeps fetching those rubbish back home, as if they are his children. but thank god he does not bring back rotten food and injured animals. i will go crazy >_<

cleaning the house is one thing, new clothes is another thing. new year new life, and of course new clothes. i manage to buy 2 t shirts and a vest for this year. in addition of KC's new year gift, i have now 4 for my top. sometimes i think he treats me so good, i might fall for him again. haiz.....

other than that, valentine this year falls on the same day as cny. unfortunately, i will be celebrating the day with my family and relatives. imagine those aunties introduced their friends daughter to me. i have to kindly entertained their humour which in fact, i am so darn lazy to talk to them. hey! i am gay. stop introducing people to me.

well, part of that, Jino has recently went missing. so my post are delayed a bit a lot. when are you coming back? maybe i can write on my own and forget him.... i cannot imagine that >_<

regards,
Evan

part 6 - my first kiss

credit to you know who.

not sure if i should separate to 2 post. but since they are inter related, maybe i would stick to 1.

again that was a story happened previously in july 2000, when i was 13. at that age i had already hit my puberty. hairs growing on my armpits. misai and pubic hair grew as well. worse of all, i can grow boner countlessly. at that time, i did not talk to anyone about that, thinking that it's some disease that would get off soon. but as time passed, i learned that it is part of growing process that every boy goes through. puberty we call it.

almost everyone at my age, in my school comprise only boys were excited all over. we started talking about girls, kisses, pubes, sex and... TFK. at first it was new to me, i have no idea what was that (but i tfk without knowing what is tfk few months ago). i live in an era of limited internet connection. so my sex education is limited by the strain of underexposure.

when i asked them what is tfk, in the crowd, all of them laughed at me. i was thinking why. one of them explained that you need to stroke yourself up and down, get it big and enjoy the session. it made sense to me and i recalled my past experience in cny. then everyone divert into tfk, exchanging experience of their sessions, how they did it, the sensation, the source and everything. there i was, sitting there looked blur. and tried to hide the fact that i tfk-ed unconsciously.

one of them, who was a cadet as well in my last camp, my best buddy now said "if you don't understand i can show you later. but do not tell anyone ok?"

i was so innocent, i said "ok"

wonder who that guy was? KC la.

followed suit, i ended up in our school toilet. what i like about our school is the toilet kept clean and dry. not to mention it is built spacious as well. in my heart i thought he would show me the way of tfk. but when we were inside, he asked me to strip down to without a strand of thread. i casually did as he said, because we were used to looking at each other naked back in camp. i had boners ready. i unbuttoned my shirts, school pants and so did he. he sat on the toilet bowl, began stroking his 5.5" cock, slowly at first. about 10 minutes later he asked me to stroke mine. blur with the condition, i stroke mine as he instructed. my feeling was rather fluctuating. i did not have the urge of anything besides excitement. but looking at KT red in face, sweating body and his odour makes me excited.

his movement switch vigourously. slow to fast, back to slow and fast. i was standing there playing with myself like an idiot. he asked me to kiss him and lick his nipples, but i rejected. i stood there long enough, stroking myself like an idiot. bored with the repeating movement, i started kissing and licking his lips. he let out a soft moan of pleasure. he asked me to shoot out, but i did not know how. i think i was a turn off for him, being so innocent and did not know how to act.

later, he let out a large moan and oozed out 6 squirt of whitish liquid from his cock. i was so shocked he cummed on himself. a thickening 'pee' it was. he looked enjoyed the session but i didn't. i am not used to tfk, let alone do it together.

"that is tfk"
"i think i did the same last time at home" i said.
"you will understand one day" he replied with a smack on my ass.

we dressed and walked out of the cubicle, to realize there are other people around in the toilet. i was so embarrassed and left quickly. later we were scolded for attending class late.

after that day, he occasionally asking me to follow him to toilet, and he tfk as always. i slowly started to enjoy watching him enjoy, but i don't have the urge to shoot. that continued for a month. and very quickly, rumours of me and KC having sex in toilet roamed. i was cool with it as it increased my popularity. but i denied when they asked if it's real or not.

p/s: why did i say previously my first kiss was not a glory one? it's because i kiss some one without feel. not the one i love. i didn't love him till something else happen. maybe i just had crush on him?

hugs,
Evan

2010 resolution

i may have a lot of wishes but a realistic one will be considerably brings calmness.

i want good health, more cash, more freedom, and most importantly, i want to remain single.

i was thinking of indulging into love but on the safe side, it was not a wise decision to rush a love in a recovering period. for now, i think single is best for me and i will enjoy my singleship best. without worries. without responsibility. single is my choice. and i shall stick to my decision, for at least a year (some kind of promise i made to myself and god) just follow my instinct and no other reason.

happy new year to everyone out there. remember to take care of yourself. and don't be reckless. watch out for unforeseen dangers. be alert.

my first day of 2010 was greeted by price hike of gardenia white bread by 20 cents.

happy new year,
Evan