same as the reason given, i online in the mid of night. i am not a night ghost. i wake up at that night and my lifestyle is simply turned around with my sleeping time opposite yours.
the second i connected, i received Gan's messages already. should i think that he is waiting me, or am i thinking too much? anyway, summary:
"i am curious, evan"
"curiosity kills the cat"
"but if i don't try, i cannot rest"
"if you try, you're history"
"she won't know"
"she will know. she's not dumb"
"i will be careful"
"it's not about careful or not. how about your gf?"
"she doesn't need to know"
"YOU ARE DUMPING HER RIGHT?"
"no i am keeping her"
"how do you want to try then?"
"i will have a bf and gf"
"WHAT? how to handle?"
"i will meet each of them on alternate days. that's just a plan"
"not a sound plan to me. i thought when you say try, it is just about sex with a guy"
"that's my plan, evan"
"? you are looking for a bf or sex buddy?"
"isn't both same?"
/speechless.. "you will find out once you try"
"that's what i said. i would like to try"
"but one thing i hope you will find out after trying. know to differentiate sex and love"
"i hope i can. and i will promise to be careful"
"careful of gf knowing or careful with condom?"
"both..."
we chat casually before the topic arises.
"do you have sex with your gf?" i asked.
"yea we do."
"fun?"
"sure"
"what were you thinking? boys or girls?"
"both i think"
"what do you expect from boys sex?"
"pleasure and fun"
"i am asking if you are becoming top or bottom?"
"surely bottom"
/surprised "you will get fuck?"
"yes sure. if i want to fuck, i can fuck a girl"
/speechless
"let me ask you back. have you dated and sex with a girl before?"
"no..." i lied.
"then are you gay?"
"guess?"
"i think you are"
"you are just trying your luck. i am not" i lied again.
"maybe when i read your blog, i can find out something"
/shit "have you been to my blog?"
"not yet"
/damn (delete my blog link in msn)
conclusion: he will have his first fuck with boy/ boys soon. my words cannot reach him already. kind of good also. if he never try, he will never learn his lesson. he has already decided and there is little i can do for him. maybe i can ask his fuck buddy to treat him bad, so to give a bad impression to Gan on how bad a gay fuck can be...
hugs,
Evan
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Lol....he cant be helped lo...let it be lo...Xd
cannot give up just because he give up. i have not give up but i run out what to talk to him already
ahhhh...show him some porn lol...hahahah...XD
hope he'll meet someone with big u-know-what and let he be in pain...already have a gf and want a bf at the same time=.=
a bi hurts everyone. and sadly he tries out both ways, which neither one will work. maybe he is naive. yea advise him and guide him back
[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot
with his level now, i doubt he is that innocent not to watch pornos...
hi ahmad. he probably enjoys a big one. we all love big things lol
expert jino can you teach him some lesson?
he is a bacon between 2 white breads as in sandwich=bisex
but if,u tell him ur sexuality,he might get u his 1st gay sex...
maybe he jst wanna trick u into admitting tat u r a plu?
@___o and ungh, so he want sex from both ways hmm. kinky guy!
well i guess he'll never know until he tried. if you have the urge to try, you will never stop until you've tried it then you'll know if you like it or not. :D
so just let him go! and hey, gay sex aint that bad right? :P
he had his first gay sex already. not with me. he did not tell me which is better, with girl or with boy, actually i have not contacted him for a long time......
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