but i still sign in last night/ maybe this morning (4am). no one online at this hour. good. then suddenly pop up some one sign in. shit. check carefully... oh it is my friend Gan. luckily.
Gan is my friend since middle school. he is straight and had a gf for almsot 3 years. i thought he is straight. he saw me online, and i send him a message to initiate conversation. he is quite mysterious that night and i dig more information from him.
straight to the main point. the reason he cannot sleep because he is 'confused'. what is he confised? he told me
"i think i like boys and girls"
"i think i like boys and girls"
"what why say so?" i asked.
"yesterday i go my friend house sleep. i don't know why i go and touch his..."
"omg your friend know?" i asked.
"don't know"
"how about your gf?"
"don't know either"
i thought of telling him i am gay, and then slowly explain and talk about this matter. but in the end i act straight and talk things out. i only deal this problem once. with KC long time ago. i could not come out with my ideas that night when i talk to Gan. i did my best to tell him what i think, and give him many choices to choose. at this stage it is most important to know where his gf is located in his heart. he should not be gay because he has a choice. if he can be happy with his gf for so long, why let a boy ruin it? unlike us, he defitniely can choose.
and so. i told him to take a rest and talk next time. hope he do not act rushly.
this post is written myself. but with a lot of google translation help. how is it? ok?
hugs,
Evan
this post is written myself. but with a lot of google translation help. how is it? ok?
hugs,
Evan
8 Response to untitled 0004
dun need to worry abt ur post, it's fine
As for ur fren, hope he don't choose our path, not an easy path.
i think this post is absurd >_<
well, i hope he doens't too. it is tough and annoying sometimes
your post is ok..try to converse in english...it does helps
Your writing skill quite good lol..so practice more because practice make perfect......hahahaha........the guy ahhh...yeah you advised him correctly lol...should not choose the road we chosen lol...the road we going through will be much tougher compared to them lol...XD
hope he choose the normal path... plu's path is difficult
hi ahmad. i do speak english. partially broken i think. it's tough to pick up the pace.
yes practice makes perfect, nicky. i agree with that. but it is hard to resist the available service lol.
and yea plu path is tough. i experience it and i tried to convince him without him knowing i am plu. that's hard for me haha.
leu, he has a choice and so called responsibility. so i think he can easily choose but his determination is lacking.
i see..you need to speak without broken english then...and pick up the pace:)
yes. am doing that already. slowly and steadily. bear with it >_<
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